I’ve been feeling so down lately. I know I did something stupid & I probably destroyed our friendship. I’ve always believed that if you have feelings for someone, you should tell them before it’s too late. That’s exactly what I did. It’s not my first time anyway. And it pretty much looks like I got rejected, again. Though he said it’s okay, something in me just tells me that somehow we can’t go back to how we were when we first met. That we can’t be as close as we were before. I don’t know really, I just find that he’s a very nice person, that we can really relate to each other. I feel that he understands me, especially when I have issues with my parents. I feel so awkward and so guilty. A part of me keeps insisting that I shouldn’t have done it. What can I do now? Rewind the time? Or just wait for time to heal everything? Everytime he sits in front of me during lectures, I feel sad. Sad that I can’t even open my mouth to talk to him. I suck, seriously I do. :’(